~ One vs Everyone ~

If one stands in a crowd and demands something that everyone else won't approve, how would things flow for him?~

He told another person about what he wanted to achieve, and asked that person for help. Unfortunately, she said that she could do nothing but listen to it. However, when the time came for the guy to stand up and voice out his demand, she took sides with the crowd instead. And I believed, at that very moment, the guy would break, tremble feebly, weaker than he was before...~

Well, if you're longing for something, but everyone around you wants that thing to belong to someone else, would you still fight for what you are wishing for?~

If that scene is in a movie, I wonder what role would that person play? the protagonist? antagonist? or just a minor character?~

~I believe that everyone is the main character of their own story~

Apparently, in my story, that scene is being acted out. And now I'm wondering, is this the Climax? The time where I should stand and fight for my dream? Or is it just a side conflict that I have to go through before reaching the Climax?~

I really wish that this IS the Climax, coz never before have I longed for something this much.
My mind would always ponder on 'it' everyday, refusing to stop even at my command. I become weak everytime I face 'it'. I've dreamt of 'it' in my sleep more than 5 times now. What could be worse than that?~

Dear God, I hope that the storyline will turn out the way I wanted it to be. And 1 thing I know, You have given us the power to change what is fated. I'll live my life. It will turn out how I want it to be, but only if I act accordingly. So please, help me in all of my actions... coz I've discovered, one misstep will harshly affect everything that will happen of me~

~the BEST for me is there~

~it's just the matter of TIME~